2 am still looking at my phone/ people i don't trust calling me/ the people i loved they knew it all along/ now im breaking branched off my family tree/ This is what happens when darkness seems to fall on me (2x)
Im not a star, somebody lied/ i cant tell you where we are, but ill tell you where I'm going/ lied to all my life plus i didn't even know it, had suicidal thoughts but i didn't even show it/ i swear I'm acting like I'm fine/ an if i told you that i cared, then i probably be lying/ my close friends say I'm acting different/ people talk about me like I'm dead already/ i want to be all that God has for me/ and sometimes i wish that they never met me/ my broken heart is becoming heavy, but i gotta let it stay in the past/ see what happens when darkness falls on me/ I'm ready for the second half.
Track Name: Martymar. x F.E.R.N x Bumps INF - Don't Act Stupid Ft. Bumps INF x F.E.R.N
I started making songs, with no hidden motives/ Social Club is on the come up if you didn't notice/ we just getting good, they said i should shave my face because my beard makes me look like im giving up/ But thats impossible, we haven't hit the dust/ on my back there is a cross that I'm lifting up/ and I'm a lift him up/ and i don't care what these rappers gotta say because to me they have all given up/ Hold up/ my snapback is kinda tight i gotta loosen up/ were going to be here for a while get used to us/ yea, I'm kinda feeling like a million bucks/ an everyday I'm getting closer to the Lord I'm moving up/ (Martymar. Verse)